I am the doubter and the doubt

Have u ever really wanted
all you really EVER wanted-
was proof.
proof of
loyalty.
love.
purpose.
meaning.
Proof that when u are gone it will mean SOMTHING to someone.
We all feel it.
But most are content, and take for granted that their presence will leave a hole
in somone elses existance.
But others dont.
I dont.
We, the doubters.
We take action.
And run away.
Only looking back
to see if someone cared enough to follow.